2005年5月13日 星期五

邊緣性格

出社會這麼多年來,一直不曉得自己個性中仍有某些部份未被了解,直到最近跟朋友抱怨工作上的事時,她說了一句: 你的邊緣性格又出現啦。我才猛然一醒,是啊,沒錯,我確實是有某種邊緣性格在我血液裡,過去對中產階級的嘲弄,現在進入算是中產階級的某大公司卻發現自己格格不入,對於同事的許多刻板印象開始感到不耐,而更慘的是,我發現我開始對這產業感到煩躁,幾乎大多數的人都必須用粗暴的態度才能壓得住對方,必須擺出某種很強硬的姿態才能生存下去。

我終於開始瞭解到到底哪些東西會摧殘生命中曾經擁有過的真誠與美好,那種必須一直帶著的偽善與虛假,那種爾虞我詐的心機算計,許多在檯面下操盤的動作,我很想抵抗,但必須要付出很多代價。

或許抵抗社會的傾斜是一種對抗風車的瘋狂。

我開始困惑了。

11 則留言:

phyllis 提到...

我終於體認到一件事:我得先考慮的是生活方式,而非工作。

如果我想享受私人時間,必定不能進入加班無止盡的廣告業或網路業。如果我想擁有真誠和美好,必定不能進入競爭激烈的排名前一千大企業。

於是我必須放棄有趣的產業,於是我主動排除了頂尖的公司(雖然人家不一定用我)。否則就算進去了,恐怕我也沒法待久,因為,我會對自己把一整天的時間全賣給公司而抱怨,我會因為周圍淨是小人而感到悲哀。

我越來越想住鄉下了,這是一種反社會的退縮現象嗎?

Si 提到...

我現在很想去考穿綠衣服的郵差...
好像沒聽過這會加班?

cafeinn 提到...

原來不少人跟我一樣 -_-
不過我還年輕就想要退休的想法
真的是很該死...

可是我一點都不想競爭啊>_<

匿名 提到...

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匿名 提到...

認識一個邊緣性格的妹妹 在我面前為了小事而情緒崩潰
你會接受別人對你的批評 可見並不是啊
因為邊緣性格的人會極度的膨脹自己
不能接受別人的批評 又極度的要別人認同自己
人們對生活總是很多不滿 只是我們在遇到挫折時會去接受 而邊緣性格的人則是要社會照著他們要的方式去運作 他們的人生是不斷在碰撞 傷害了自己 也傷害了別人

ricardo 提到...

我知道有些具邊緣性格的人確實是如你所說的模樣,但我也知道另一些人不是,但怎樣才算是邊緣性格呢?我想很多朋友大概新底都有個答案吧。